Thoughts of future

Haven’t been updating my blog for quite a while now, Godaddy forcibly auto renewed this domain few weeks ago and this reminded me to make an post. Don’t know how this post will end up but I am just writing down whatever comes to my mind and hopefully this post will make my thoughts a little more broader!

Although I do have some time to spare because there’s not much really going on in life these days, but I am now much more focused on my future and with such thoughts in mind, a man can barely do two things – Take action or sit idle. Sitting idle is my choice right now and I don’t know why…

Happiness follows me. Perhaps, that’s what makes this life more enjoyable, for all I know am considered to be an lucky guy in everything. Thoughts of future doesn’t worry me and I don’t want to blame anyone for my future as well. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone, the thoughts of wanting or owning something in life is beyond my reach. I mean, last night, and perhaps for the very first time I didn’t have sound sleep and I was awake half of the night for no particular reason. Maybe, I can blame the health issues I had faced due to the change in weather.

But, something (the good soul) in me says that I have to recollect all my knowledge and put it in use for the better future. Yet again, one thing (the yet-to-be-figured-out soul) that pulls me back reiterating again n again with questions like what really contributes for an better future? Owning an expensive car, an grand bungalow or achieving some unrealistic feat for the sake of maintaining dignity would be my ultimate choice? I do need an grand bungalow, but the point being, is life all about this?

What really matters in life? Keeping my people happy, the people who surrounds me and the people who care for me are the real assets for me. No bungalow or cars can ever replace them. I know, humans are an ultimate heart-robbing machine, but with proper care most of them would join your path.

But who keeps me happy? Who thinks about me? Funny in a way, reminds me of super tramp, forget people and live your life.. enjoy the nature and look into the sky before reaching the heaven’s gate. Wonderful experience it could be, wish I could do that, probably I would never want to do that. I want to achieve something and die, die while I am asleep.

For all I know, I will be dying in between the age of 60 to 65 (speaking this from my own knowledge of palmistry) which means I still have 40+ years of happiness, twists and mild turns. I reckon that one day I will be re-reading this post and it’s bound to bring a smile on my face! Let’s keep the thoughts of future aside and think of the present It’s hot in Bangalore and wish I was in UK, perhaps I need to secure my present for better future